TheAmanda4life
21 / Female
I love: animals, haunted houses, sleep(dreaming), learning. cosplay/making cosplay costumes and props, reading, writing, and gaming. I have a major back disability that keeps me from working/earning an income so I stay at home doing what I can. Makeup tutorials are always fun and interesting. I have an obsession with skin health(mainly pimples, blackheads, and facials.) For exercise I ride my bike, take walks with my dog, and do yoga. Music is my passion and helps to keep me going.
What I'm doing with my life
I'd like to become a dermatologist, makeup artist, and author someday.
I am trying to find a doctor to perform surgery on my back to help with the pain from my back disability. I am currently seeing a pain management clinic, therapist, and psychiatrist.
I've just came out of a 7 month relationship, long story. I am a solitary wiccan, have been since I was 17.My mother might have breast cancer and since it's most likely hereditary my doctor said I need to be checked as well and I'm scared. Scared I'll lose my mom and scared I'll have cancer.My mom recently when through a few psychotic episodes about bugs due to her medications making her confused, irrational, and hallucinating and obsessing over bugs and cleanliness.Â
In January(2015) I lost my cat Simba whom I had had for 18 years(since I was 2, he was my familiar). It still hurts to not have him there anymore and I hope someday to go a week or even a day without shedding a tear over him.I do a lot of cosplay and work on new and old cosplay props and costumes. My page on Facebook is Comic Princess Cosplay if you're ever interested. I'm based in Florida. Orlando and Daytona beach only at the moment. Still looking for a sponsor so I could make it a job and not just a hobby.
I'm just doing my best to keep my chin up, my walls up, and get through life the best I can because right now there is nothing positive happening and nothing to look forward to. Whoever says money doesn't buy happiness is a bullshitter. Money would make me ecstatic: pay off medical bills and bills in general, have long vacations, finish my cosplays, go to cons, and look out for my home, pets, and family.
I am trying to find a doctor to perform surgery on my back to help with the pain from my back disability. I am currently seeing a pain management clinic, therapist, and psychiatrist.
I've just came out of a 7 month relationship, long story. I am a solitary wiccan, have been since I was 17.My mother might have breast cancer and since it's most likely hereditary my doctor said I need to be checked as well and I'm scared. Scared I'll lose my mom and scared I'll have cancer.My mom recently when through a few psychotic episodes about bugs due to her medications making her confused, irrational, and hallucinating and obsessing over bugs and cleanliness.Â
In January(2015) I lost my cat Simba whom I had had for 18 years(since I was 2, he was my familiar). It still hurts to not have him there anymore and I hope someday to go a week or even a day without shedding a tear over him.I do a lot of cosplay and work on new and old cosplay props and costumes. My page on Facebook is Comic Princess Cosplay if you're ever interested. I'm based in Florida. Orlando and Daytona beach only at the moment. Still looking for a sponsor so I could make it a job and not just a hobby.
I'm just doing my best to keep my chin up, my walls up, and get through life the best I can because right now there is nothing positive happening and nothing to look forward to. Whoever says money doesn't buy happiness is a bullshitter. Money would make me ecstatic: pay off medical bills and bills in general, have long vacations, finish my cosplays, go to cons, and look out for my home, pets, and family.
Favouritest of all the things
I LOVE sushi, I can eat it all day. I enjoy Pc Gaming(Steam fucking rocks), reading(fairy tales and fanfiction), writing, cosplay(If you give me a million bucks most of it would be spent at Michael's crafts store and Joanne's fabric store), taking care of animals, yoga, fishing, hiking, Halloween, bike trails, bike riding, and music.
I fucking love roller coasters and theme parks, I know Magic Kingdom and Islands of Adventure like the back of my hand.
I fucking love roller coasters and theme parks, I know Magic Kingdom and Islands of Adventure like the back of my hand.
My darkest secret
My real darkest secret is....i actually enjoy hugs. I'm still trying to get used to being touched at all, I still tense up. Don't know why though, I just get uncomfortable if I'm ever touched, held, or stay in physical contact for longer than a few seconds.
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