mastremarx

mastremarx

24 / Male / San Francisco, CA, United States

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I am a person of few words if you don't know me. I can come off as quite judgmental and prejudiced but I truly am not, I just am very observant and wary of everyone I meet. I have a natural tendency to put up walls and define people. I will still treat you with respect and on the same level as me, I will just have a skewed perception, which is something I am working to eliminate. I can sometimes come off as shy or held back, I don't like being the main focus of attention, I guess I could be classified as a introvert. I will come off as really reserved and held back but once you get past my wall of defense, I will treat you like someone I have known and loved forever. This can come off as a little strong to some, but if I am willing to be open to you and not have to hold back who I am, I will. You should not take advantage or take it lightly. I have been hurt to many times leaving my heart too open. All I ask is for respect, your honesty, and what you expect to get out of our encounter. Now that you know all of the hard points to getting to know me, if you can get past that and still handle me, then you will definitively enjoy my good qualities.=

What I'm doing with my life
I went to the supermarket today and saw a mother and daughter walking down the aisle toward me, they were laughing at talking about something and seemed to be having a good time. My first reaction was to make sure there was nothing wrong with me, that they weren't laughing at me. Then I thought I looked nervous and I felt nervous and awkward so I wanted to leave the aisle because I was uncomfortable. I stopped and looked at the mother and daughter again, and realized that they were just enjoying themselves and their only intentions were of the good kind. I thought back and remembered before I let life take its toll on me that things could be simple and life could be pleasant no matter what I was doing. I realized where I really want to be with my life is somewhere simple. No complexities, no ulterior motives, no second guessing, no hesitation. I am working on becoming enlightened and at peace with myself.
Favouritest of all the things
I love meditation
Kind acts/Paying it forward
Stepping out of my comfort zone
Parks and Hikes
Camping & Paintball
Laying in the grass or hammock and reading
Laying in bed and watching movies
Sweets, I have one hell of a sweet tooth
Familia
Cuddling
Drawing/stenciling
watching the wax dwindle down a candle as it burns
People Watching
My darkest secret
I am not as innocent as I look.
I will do all I possibly can to make the ones I love happy, they don't even know the extent I would go for them, if only they would ever ask of anything from me.
I believe in love at first sight and in finding my soul mate.
I am a Cancer and many of my emotions are really relevant to my sign (horoscopes, woot woot)
I love depressing movies, the amount of sadness I can take on in my heart is like no other emotion to me, It is at times my greatest inspiration.
  • Single
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